Hi Friends :) Over the past 3 months I have led a group of ladies in praying for our children. I was prompted by God to do this several months ago when our church was looking for Group Leaders. When the Pastor of Connecting Ministries put the call out there all these exciting ideas ran through my head...oh I could lead a photography group...or a scrapbooking group...or how about a group of ladies to get together and work on Project Life??? Yes those were all of my initial thoughts...that this was going to be soooo fun and I would get more time doing some of the things I loooove to do. WRONG. In the next few days I heard about getting some moms together to pray for our children....do something with eternal value....be intentional about your faith and prayer life and share it. I have definitely learned my lesson about not listening to God the first time he speaks to me, so I listened and I met with 3 or 4 or 5 ladies once a month to lift up our children and share as Moms. Was the group a success? I don't know...if it was based on number of ppl who came out then probably not. But I don't think that is how God looks at it. I think He was smiling down on a few ladies who carved time out of one Thursday evening a month to lift up, share and encourage our children and each other. The results of the group, only He knows for sure. But for me it opened my eyes to the need to pray for our children often.
My Mother-in-law Barb passed on a list that I am going to share with you over the next 12 days. What better way to celebrate the season as we prepare our hearts to celebrate the birth of His Son Jesus!
Pray for Your Children
1. That they will know Christ early in life.
Psalm 63:1
You, God, are my God,
earnestly I seek you;
I thirst for you,
my whole being longs for you,
in a dry and parched land
where there is no water.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
12 Days of Praying for our Children...
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Saturday, November 26, 2011
Our Favorite Cookie...
I am a self-proclaimed cookie monster! I have the worst self-control when cookies are around. It is not uncommon for me to sit down and eat 6 at a time...yes you read right....6. I have been asked a few times for this recipe so I thought I would share it so you can indulge with me...
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Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Our Treaters...
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Thursday, October 20, 2011
Renewal
After writing on my blog yesterday...I had a great day. I felt good...felt encouraged. After we picked Addison up from school we picked up lunch and headed to the park to enjoy the nice Fall day. Wes was able to meet us there and brought me and him some "real" lunch from Wok Box. It was so amazing to be outside in the fresh air with few people around and enjoying the sun and the kids laughter. I had a hard time doing anything "extra" before....we have kinda been doing the same thing for weeks...very routine not thinking I could "handle" any more. I sat on the bench talking to Wes as the kids played and I commented "no wonder I thought my life was so dull before....we have been doing the same thing for weeks now." Phil 4:13 states "I can do all things through him who gives me strength." Yes indeed I can!! Today I experienced that. I would say that the rest of my day went good...I had patience...I was kind and loving and I saw my children through thankful eyes.
Last night as Wes and I watched "Heros" we exchanged a little love gaze and he said "I love seeing you smile." That said it all. For a woman who was searching to get her smile back and then he saw it in a genuine moment....wowie! That was a fast renewal God....thank you! I stand in awe....
So today I said I would get up and read His word. Did I? Nope...I pushed snooze on the alarm twice then hustled my butt to get ready and everyone else ready for the day. But...in my quiet time (doing my hair and make up following my shower) I heard from God. He told me an answer to my most ashamed question I have asked as of yet....why would you bless us with 4 children? I have been wondering how I am supposed to handle it...and not just "get by" but "do it well." He answered me and said that if He gave us any less children that I would not need Him. He wants to be needed. He wants us to tie into Him everyday and feed us daily. "Give us this day our daily bread." And think about the manna...He only gave them enough to eat for 1 day but was true on following through with what He promised...that it would be there for them EVERYDAY. Again....wowie! Thank you Lord for speaking to me today...so quickly with a response to a question I was embarrassed and ashamed to ask You. I get it now Lord...I hear you loud and clear and I am on it!
Waiting, wanting and needing more of You and less of me.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Strength for the Weary
I have not been a very good blogger the last few months have I? I remember one of my main goals of starting a blog was to write about my spiritual life in the hopes that someone somewhere would know they were not alone in their own walk of faith, and I have been neglecting that. I also wanted to share my family with you and I love sharing photos and find this format a great way for lots of family and friends to see my family rather then sending out emails. But really I need to get back to matters of my heart....it helps me....maybe it helps you?
And lately my heart is weary. As I wrote about in my last blog post, our family has definitely been going through a season of change. And 1.5 months in I should be good and adjusted by now but I don't feel any better then I did at the beginning of September....maybe I even feel a bit worse. I feel tired a lot of the time, I feel irritable with many things like lots of noise, lots of stimulation, kids talking to me at the same time, expectations not being met, feeling like I am doing this life alone, feeling like I give give give....feeling selfish....wanting quiet....wanting to be alone....wanting to sleep....and shockingly questioning God on why he blessed me with 4 children (I feel awful even admitting that). All of those things I listed are matters of the flesh and I see that now....
I am reading 2 books right now..."Feminine Appeal" by Carolyn Mahaney (Seven virtues of a Godly Wife and Mother) and "Am I Messing Up my Kids?" by Lysa TerKuest. As you may know I usually do my reading in the evenings before bed. So Monday night I read Psalm 100 and was full of praise and ready to make a joyful shout to the Lord. Yesterday I woke up and felt refreshed and encouraged as I was going to "joyfully serve my family" and it ended up being one of the worst days I can remember in terms of things going wrong. I had to ask Wes to help me in the afternoon and I felt so defeated. In no way, shape or form had I served my family joyfully and it was only 1:30 in the afternoon. My thoughts: am I under attack because I want to be the woman God wants me to be...fight through Shauna...fight through!! But I see that at the end of the day....when all is calm and quiet. I did not fight through when I needed to....
So last night Wes and I chatted. He has been encouraging me to exercise saying this will get me having more energy and feeling better (and probably even losing the last 15 or 20 lbs I have put on over the last few months...he didn't say that...I did). And yes this is something I would like to do, but can't get motivated to get there and do it. I feel like there is only so many things I can handle in a day and feel overwhelmed easily. Is this my personality/character in being a mom with 4 children or is this my depression? Things I ponder...
So in my reading last night I open the page and the heading is "Strength for the Weary" and the tears start to stream down my face. I have lost my smile....I need to be renewed to joyfully and sacrificially serve and tenderly love my family. And the paragraph says "Our only genuine source of refreshment comes from God." I need to take time to meet with God just as Jesus modeled for us Himself. In Luke 5 we read that people were flocking to Him with their needs: "Crowds of people came to hear him and to be healed of their sicknesses. But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed" (NIV vv.15-16). Doesn't this sound like motherhood? Everyone coming to Mom to get their needs met? Now if Jesus needed to withdraw and pray, I must need the same. I need His help and His strength to be the best Mom and wife I can be...all that He wants me to be....
In some ways I feel like I have said this all before...why does it keep coming around? Ugh! Because the battle is continual I think...until the day we leave this earth and unite with our Heavenly Father we must fight on. And the more "alone" I make myself...the more alone I feel and I am not built that way. I am built to be encouraged and to be an encourager....to be fed and to do the feeding....to praise and to give glory to the Lord God Almighty....to give and receive tender love...to do this life along with others who walk the same path I do. So tomorrow morning I am going to spiritually dress myself in the morning...wake up a bit earlier and read His word and put on my armour so I will be ready. I will let you know how it goes....fight on sisters....fight on!
God, I come to you weary and weak. I want to be all that you want me to be and leave an amazing heritage for our children. I want to be a wife of noble character to this man that I walk daily with in this life. I want to be an encouraging and giving friend, sister and daughter. You have said "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." (2 Cor 12:9) Well Lord, I am weak...weak and needing You. Thank you Lord for your continual supply of grace and strength. AMEN
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Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Catch-Up
Hiya friends! I am totally playing catch-up as it has been over a month since I blogged....why you might ask? Life is busy and I honestly have not taken the time to sit at my computer and tell you about our lives. This definitely has been a season of change for our household.
So what is so different from August to September?? Aidan has started Grade 7 at a new school, Addison has started kindergarten and attends every morning of the week for half days, and Asher has started playschool Wednesday and Friday mornings. So my role of being a stay-at-home mom has had to transition into "driver" and be and have everyone ready to go out of the house for 8:15am. As this is the third week in, I feel a lot less anxious about it as I have proved I can do it. Yes there may have been yelling and yes there has been frustration on my part. You see I have faults....I hit snooze on my alarm at least twice (I am not the best morning person), I like to shower and put myself together (but it isn't all about me), I like to enjoy a cup of coffee (but am getting used to drinking it lukewarm and eventually cold), I like to be organized (but don't like to do the organizing), I feel anxious about being late for something, anything (am working on it), like everyone to eat a big, good breakfast to start their day off right (but am realizing the more I rush and push Addison to eat the slower he goes...I am learning he will eat a very little bit but eats better at his school snack time so I pack him 2 snacks and talked to his teacher about him and who he is...he is not a morning eater)....But I am getting it...slowly and surely. (And Big Daddy Gies helps out as much as he can which I am ever so thankful and lovin' and he often makes and brings me a dolled-up cup of coffee to me as I do my hair and sits on the bed and we chat about God...what we are reading or learning and that is a grrrreat way to start off my day!!). AND that is just the school stuff...our Life Group has switched to Friday evenings now so we can enjoy a family day together on Sundays. We have some friends who have left to start their own groups (yaahh for leaders) and we have new and old friends stay with us and keep encouraging and living the lives God calls us to live. I am thankful for couples and families who make time in their schedules to spend with us and our family for this greater purpose in community, sharing and growth in Him.
Because there is too much to catch up with from August I am just going to start anew in September and show you the boys in my life on their first days of school.
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Monday, August 8, 2011
Serious Summer Fun
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Monday, July 25, 2011
All Our Imperfection...
- just because something bothers me doesn't mean it will bother someone else
- shorts on backwards is OK if it promotes a persons independence and self-worth
- all our imperfections don't make us who we are....and God sees us each as a wonderful and unique creation that He has fearfully and wonderfully made
- we are to be celebrated for who we are...we will not be compared to others by the One True Judge
- the heart of worship is surrendering your life AS IT IS to God...
- God has given us each gifts and abilities to be utilized for His kingdom, don't you want to hear "Well done good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness." (Matthew 25:21) I sure do!
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Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Summer time FUN!
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Friday, July 15, 2011
Canada Day
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Thursday, July 14, 2011
For Today...
Outside my window...the sun is setting and I hear the faint sound of vehicles driving somewhere in the city...our neighbourhood seems very still at this hour of 10pm
I am thinking...that my contacts are irritating my eyes...that I have laundry to put away spread out all over the couch downstairs before the kids wake up in the morning and wreck my organized piles of clean clothes...about how Aidan likes to procrastinate when he is supposed to be going to bed - he was just sitting and slowly examining every single page in our family Project Life book
I am thankful for...my husband taking the day off of work today and hanging out with us - we went swimming to the pool, he cut the grass and Mama Gies had an afternoon nap, Wes and Aidan played "Ticket to Ride" game with me this evening (and pretended to be having fun) and he is now tucking our oldest boy into bed as Aidan sucks him into his bed-time procrastination asking him questions of all sorts...my husband rocks!
From the kitchen...I want to try a new strawberry rhubarb muffin recipe I printed from the internet...need more rhubarb recipes as it is growing huge in the yard - LOVE it!
I am wearing...jeans, black tank top, flip flops, Stella & Dot earrings, and new necklace my mom bought for me at the Farmers Market for my birthday coming up...
I am creating...working on my Project Life but a bit discouraged at the moment as my computer won't let me open Photoshop Elements so I am not able to use my "brushes" for my Ali Edwards dates to place on the photos...still can print photos without it, just haven't uploaded the photos to Costco online yet
I am going...to hang out with a dear friend tomorrow morning and her 2 boys, praying our time together is full of God's peace and love - our last visit was full of children who weren't able to get a long well and needed super lots of attention which took away from our "girl time" to chat...tomorrow will be better!! Shop for 2 little girl birthday presents tomorrow and trust that Aidan can help me pick out something his sisters will loooove...be an assistant photographer for Loni on Saturday at a wedding she is shooting...to tuck my husband into bed before I go and eat a bowl of cereal (he has been up since 5am as he went out for breakfast with the guys today)
I am reading... my bible, Gospel-Powered Parenting
I am hoping...my husband's day goes smoothly tomorrow and that he is able to enjoy the golf tournament and have fun
I am hearing...that Wes just turned the TV on in our room and I picture him crawling into bed - he can fall asleep with the TV on, I can't..."No Sweeter Name" song in my head - oh how I looove that song!!
Around the house...put laundry away, definitely clean bathrooms tomorrow (been putting them off for a couple days now), and do some baking...
One of my favorite things....the smell of the Tim Hortons coffee grounds when I open up the can for the first time - it smells up the whole kitchen for a few minutes...
A few plans for the rest of the week...visit with Jen on Friday, Ginette on Sunday, celebrate Dad G's birthday, go to Myah's birthday party, shoot wedding, see my parents because my dad is home from working in Fort Mac, church, Life Group, birthday present shop....busy busy busy
A photo for today...
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Monday, July 11, 2011
Proud Mama Moment...
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Friday, June 24, 2011
Lovin' Project Life
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Thursday, May 26, 2011
Connection Through Prayer
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Around here...
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